for my best friend , Lock

apparently , i havent been alright these days. yes . i wish i had the ability to read through actions . sigh . i really dk how to make myself alright . hazim hasnt been well, as in , he is weird rn . emotionally , mentally , physically, everything is weird rn about him .  idek whats his problems and whats bothering him . worst case , i dk how to cheer him up . this sucks alot . sigh . everytime i would be seening myself from a distance looking at him alone , wondering if he is fine and stuff . i really dont want him to make him feel worthless :( i mean , come on ,he is my bestfriend . of course i dw see him like this what . right? hais . i wish i was better at doing things. no making myself useless :/ seems like even without a relationship im still rather emotional eh ? hahah . idk la . my emotions are wreak and idk how to feel anymore . sometimes,  i get confused in between sad or  happy . yes , thats how weird i am rn . :( sighpie . guess im pretty emotional . yes . indeed your right . hais .. 

have you ever feel like everybody just doesnt need you? yes . sucks to the max. feels like a spare tire needed to be change only when the tire break.sigh . sometimes i feel kinda really left out . hais . like the feeling you think everybody is just gone , and then literally nobody is there for you .  yeap :(  alright . i guess i should move on to what i should be doing rn . 

thinking of changing my url . starrystarry, when its flowerish . so weird but ahahah . will think about it . ohwells .

so here .

recently i went for lcc camp , from the 23-25 , yes, i didnt go to church and i missed out jonathan's preaching and sarah's and dillion's birthday *pedo faces* no la they not tgt la. apparently , dillon declared to the cell that they are soulmates *smirks* here is a defination of soulmate

*smirks* now u get it hahahahah !!

hahaha okie, back to where i was , LCC camp @ tanjung sutra . and yes , its stands for leadership camp challenge. being group into groups and guess who i grouped with? Idk if its suay or lucky but , Hazim . LALALALAL yes . him * jeng jeng jeng* yes  HAHAH . i got into the same group as him and dammmmmm idk what u call that but the council calls it ''fade'' lmaos guys .  very funny to all the kiddos that thought it was fade which apparently isnt . * i guess so* 
sorry there arent any pictures for you to see, but here is a sunrise from there

damm nice right 
credits to my own photography skills . yayyyy ! :D hahahaha okieokie . but sunrise was like at 7am in the morning and damm singapore isnt this beautiful yeah . our accomodations are like one of the best school camps we have  . we had aircons ( u heardme , air-cons) , unlimited time bathing (woohoo) , its malaysia ( overseas and definately not singapore) and its damm cold ( which means itsa good thing ):D  yay.  slept with aisyah :D


okie , so when we come back and 2 days later was our


Investiture 

cray-cray gruls polaroid :D

with mr handsome *smirks*

hahahah his the incoming captain of floorball * proud*

and incoming councillor ;)

so how do i look with suit and tie ? ;)

with gerald yim :)

crazy mayhem with council girls ;)

retarded bub .:D

cool enuff for you?

with cassandra :)

small blub . :D

(from left to right) - ms kerry lim , me and the outgoing president

aka my sec1 facil , joshua poh :)

introducing to my committiee

the committee of special projects ;)

Like finally . although , we were being restricted to so many things . like unable to go crazy during our performance , or even choosea nice song for our performance , design of the whole investiture , i just hope this doesnt goes on  thou >;( 

okay . i think ill end my post here . i know its june , but i was kinda pack with camps . stay tuned :)