Hello guys ! i know i have been in such a long hiatus for like
forever but i managed to fix my computer and yes , u can expect me to blog more. its a fresh skin and i finally decided to remove the old version of blogger ( like finally) because all my online blogskin designers dont use blogger anymore and im one of those who still stay alive here because i felt like its an area for me to voice my thoughts out and yes , whenever i look thru , i think how sily i must have felt when doing those last time. i was just figuring out like omg i have so many thoughts and stuff i wanna share and i even tried to use like some other areas like darey or smth and like there is another one i forgot but nothing can compare to my 7 years old blog LMAO. hais i miss blogging its like i felt so suffocated not even being able to voice anything and since like im already 17 ( yay but nay??) i have more stuff to voice out and more about life . if u guys are curious about like the number 8 everywhere ( as of now , it will change over the years ) , no its not a monthsary date or smth , hahaha it refers to how long ago i said the sinners prayer :) its just like a prayer that tells God that u finally believe in Him and he died on the cross for you :) but the sinners prayer is one of the most powerful prayer . ok ill save that for next time.
okay if u guys are happening to live under the rock , im currently studying in ITE already . pretty sums up how much i grown already ( yes ikr thanks , a year old more closer to death hehe ) studying electrical engineering ( lowkey rlly hating it but ohwell ) and yes , my first year in collage . ok i shall like start this post with an update in how i end up in electrical engineering. i can like hear the " wah engineering damm sian leh , " " u sure like want pursue that in the future bo ?? '" and more la. hahah i get that alot really. well , i scored 17 points for N level but Thankfully , i manage to get a space under the Direct Polytechnic Programme where i study in ITE for 2 years in higher nitec and Poly will save me a space and all i need is just to get GPA 2.5 and above to get in . But the problem lies when I realise how much this isnt planned . like some of you would know i want to pursue into something related to designing like interior design or product design or if i ever got into DPP , it would have to be event management .However , not everything goes your way . i aimed for like 10 points ending up getting 7 points more. Was very disappointed because i only got to know of my results in the bus otw back from another camp after unify which is the jesus effect camp in malaysia. it was like around 7pm .. hahah i can rmb how badly i cried my eyes out. But oh wells , im kinda over it ill say . anyways , im actually struggling really badly in my course and im like barely breathing . i find myself not even able to enjoy school because idek what im going to do with this in the future and stuff . but i know God has his way of craving his way for me . I will never understand what God is doing but someday , I will and im very thankful He has never left me :) okay ill end my post because i told myself ill end my blogging at 9,45 pm because i rmb i can start blogging again but im in the middle of studying for my finals . sigh GPA 4.0 fly ??? oh well but thanks for taking ur time to read this and I appreciate it alot x
love yall lots of loveeeee
saranghaeyo
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