#chungmoment; 7 moments to be thankful

Hello guys ! its finally December and gosh , the year is coming to an end man . There is so many things I just want to give thanks / share the happy memories with you guys . I want to make this a yearly thing to blog about to always remind myself that sometimes the year isnt that bad after all with the little things that made it up for all those shitty moments which we often remember more than the the times we should be grateful for :)
with saying that, I will be blogging on the following topic and I shall name this series ( #chungmoments

1. 7 moments to be thankful ( today 25/12)
2.  things that made 2016 wonderful ( ard 26-27)
3. 7 things to improve on 2017( maybe 29-30?)
4. 10 things to achieve in 2017 ( 30-1st jan? )

The dates given are just rough estimation on dates I've decided on . I need deadline anyway if not I'm doomed HAHAHA . 

OKAY LETS GET STARTED 

7 Things to be thankful 

1. Being able to go to DPP ( Direct Poly Programme )

Okay yes , Im actually very thankful Im able to go DPP honestly with such a jialat N level score. I honestly dont understand how or what did I do to deserve to even get to dpp man . Its like I have friends who gets better score than me and not being able to get into DPP which I am really thankful for . I honestly dont see myself going to sec 5 with such jialat score and like , im pretty sure halfway I willl be burnt out while studying for O's after the insane fatigue from N's mugging . Those were the most insane period of my life . Just sleeping every single day at 1am or stuff to just get my work done. I cannot imagine doing it again for 2 year straight . It will be crazy . 

Anyways , TBH , i was pretty scared about joining ITE because of the influence and the culture of the school . Like peoples impression of ITE students are often negative and you seldom hear praises about them apart from those who graduate well from ITE . After 12 months , I realised Actually it isnt as bad as it seems ( well , ok still bad la ) ---> but , there is so many things I actually learn really. One thing I learn just from just this first year of ITE , is that , Self control is value to learn . I cannot agree more that ITE is not the best school to attend , But people learn the best from the worst scenarios . If yall have heard my cries , I always complain about how the girl's toliet will smell disgusting with all the smoke from the cigarettes and how my uniform and my hair will just smell as if I smoked and all . And yes how just slack my timetable is , how often my classes get cancelled in a week ,   So yes , ITE isnt exactly a very ideal school to others . But I learn so much just being in the school for a year . Im actually already gg to my second year in april 2017 . Honestly dk whats going to be installed for me but , ALL TO JESUS I SURRENDER  .

Can I just also add on how I have such amazing friends that seh ah seh ah seh ah seh with me thru the first year of ITE HAHHAHA . Shoutout to sining , samantha , kahyen , emilya , amirah, huda and zabirah kekekeke,  

2. Being able to choreograph this year's unify dance 

wow these girls are very lovely . It just started as a dream to just wanting to do something fun for speedlight/ unify/ anything . We just wanted to do something fun . Never did we know , we will be doing something that we wouldnt actually do . It all started with esther just asking whether we could just asking the commandants if we could do a unify dance since the previous year we did it . and yes we fast forward to how we just got straight immediate approval because there was a dab HAHHA ( THANKS ERNEST) and how we took like 2 hours to just come up with all the steps and ok seems like very easy right , goodness we took awhile to think and memorise the steps so that we can teach yall . we retook the video a few times to make sure there wasnt any mistakes so that yall can learn well from it . HAIS , look at us man , we are legends la . #wearethegeneration . champion generations . I honestly am damm proud of us la  . I never knew I will do such things but yay love yall so much and I cannot wait to see what God has instore for us in 2017 .

3. Attending my first concert ; Hillsong Y&F youth revival 

wow , this is a dream man . I have never thought i will experience myself going for a concert especially for Hillsong man . It has been my bucket list to just attend a concert and I told myself i will attend a christian concert first before any of my KPOP concert HAHA and true enough , I did. WOOHOO . The best part is  , this was free man . Okay so , Long story cut short , Hillsong facebook were doing a giveaway to win a pair of tickets to go for their new album the youth revival one . Esther just try luck whack and comment why she wanted to win and dammit true enough , they contacted here omg . then she immediately call me to ask me if i wanted and hell yes i want la. HAHHAHAH damm , best saturday of 2016 man  no ragrets leh . such an amazing experience . I was like at the front , the open area , infront of melody and the team man . this was a dream come true.  It also seemed like God gave us such platform to see how we can just be like them , bring people to God and leading the congregation into worship . I honestly dont know where I am going with my journey in the speedlight choir but after attending this concert , my eyes just open to how much God used them . If yall didnt know , speedlight is coming back OMG YAY HAHAHHA and yes , Cant wait to see what God is gonna do in the speedlight community man . with that , that brings me to my 4th point 

4. being able to be active again for speedlight choir 

AHHHH. what a joy to be able to just serve after being hiatus aft like a year or so . Finally a platform to serve . Actually , This year my choir journey passion just makes me wonder about so many things . I ask myself so much like what do I see myself doing for the next few years in this ministry or like , Am I doing this for God whole-heartedly? I mean , Its still something im wondering but Im sure God will have his way to just show me where to go next or like whether if this is His will for me . I love singing and I hope its something God can use me to do this work . 3 years ago , I might just have said I see myself leading a congregation into worship but its just dream that I have , might not be God's but lets just see about it . OKAY LETS GO SPEEDLIGHT CHOIR 2017 WILL BE A GREAT YEAR FOR US AMEN.

5,CAMP RECALIBRATE YALLS

Is it finally got speedlight camp? Goodness gracious . i miss having speedlight camp mans . I miss having the community to just worship and praise God and have fun . Even thou this camp is damm chill and not exactly how I expected it to be , It was great just being with people that we only meet up during camps and combined services . Its just like how pastor sam's message about having a community is important . One of the points he noted out was to help us grow and mature spiritually. I couldnt agree more . During this camp , I actually met new friends that I have seen but have never exactly known them personally . some of them just open up to us about how God just works in their individual lives and that just inspire us to grow even more. I like to share with people How God just works in my life to encourage others that no matter how big or small a matter is , God is definitely bigger than those matters and yes , I hope they are as encouraged as I am to just continue to grow more towards Christ :)

6. leading my very own games comm for unify

this one is the main highlight of my thankful moments in 2016 . First of all , I never expected myself to take up this role of being a games head. When amanda asked me about it , obviously we will all doubt ourselves in taking up my role. But what was somehow different was the fact whether my cell leader was okay with it and yes , 17 for a head is damm young uh . plus the fact I only served for games comm once made me labelled myself as " not enough" experience . Fast forward 3 months later , wow . The experience was crazy . It has this nostalgic feeling a year ago back studying for N's just that this has nothing got to do with memorising and stuff . I started sleeping late once again to reedit so many documents for logistics team and all . Damm i wasnt liking november man . I never looked forward for the saturdays in that month because I had to finish up so many things .Goodness gracious and I couldnt get my comm to do much too since It was the start of the holidays and some has exams and projects to do . the month of being angst : November HAHAHA goodness gracious . But It was an eye opening experience for me and yes , I wouldnt survive without my mentor , vivi KEEKEK. Goodness I am oh so thankful for her contribution to games and everything . I cant believe I was damm scared of her the first time we met :( HAHA. but all iz well yalls. Did I regret taking up the role ? Nope . Would I ever do it again? definitely but not too soon uh. Time to recover KEKEKE . 

7.all the moments with christ united 💕 

A dream come true steamboat to kick off the year 

Random cell photo because we are thankful 

last night during recalibrate

is it panggang camp? 

jon's graduation 

CHRISTMAS 2k16 with jon's new gf 💗💗

camp unify 2k16 rocking with games head,admin head and fnw head ft pnw mentor

fnw freeboi ,games kakis, mata boi and number one fan

last night

Cell chrismas chalet 

impromptu monochrome sunday

random cell day 

speedlight EOY party

bbq night before koji's enlistment and jk birthday

always signing off with DABSS

I think we just broke an achievement of having the year with the most number of cell photo this year . Goodness , I am the most thankful for all the moments this year . We have never spent so much time as we did for the past for years. There are still eventst that doesnt have a cell photo like the impromtu badminton day , and the bbq before jk goes to china , and yes , the most chill cell time where we drove to chomppang nasi lemak  laaa .

So many thing has happen this year, But honestly , im so thankful for this bunch of people .This is definitely the kind of community I will never expect myself to find. They have been such great pillar of strength this year esp just with how rough this year was but I love you guys so much la . cheers to more memories to make in 2017 . loveyou christ united ❤❤❤❤ 

This marks the end of the post ; 7 moments to be thankful 

stay tuned for the rest of the other series

peace out